Life is bliss. No matter what happens.
All I feel since some weeks is this energy, This, Me. Love. Compassion. Being me.
In daily life I feel and see love. In each human being who crosses my way.
I embrace the world.
Many people open up now and remember. Many retreat. I am in the midst of going back to be human. To enjoy this human experience. Maybe this energy makes it so easy for me, maybe I am just excited about appreciating matter, clothes, new persons again.
The experience of appreciation changed. I feel wonderful. I do not feel bad about wearing a something new and beautiful, I love it. I dance when I feel like dancing. I listen to so much music. I walk through life without any expectation, without fear, without knowing where it will lead me to.
This may sound odd, but it is simply living this present moment, at least for me. It makes me feel high sometimes, as I ask myself “Wow, but what does it mean? What are you feeling so excited about?” The only answer I come up with every time, the only whisper from my heart is “This is You. Just now. Be. Share it, as this is all you have to do. Just follow what you feel”
Well, I do it. I share via my writings or when I communicate with people. It is sometimes a little strange when I talk to people who randomly cross my way. All I feel is compassion, love. I wonder if they feel it, I wonder if they think I am crazy or high on some sort of ‘Happy-pill’. Not that I would care about them thinking any of this… all I make them feel is what comes from within and they make me feel myself, This, Love. Whether they are aware of it or not…
If it is only a glimpse they feel, then this makes me already so happy!
Shifts happen now. You can let them be and flow or you don’t. Do not feel bad if you are unable to step out of your mind or ego. If ego pops up, then just to point to some obsolete belief-system, to something which wants to be released. It is not because we are 12.12.12 today, that there is a dead-line to meet, 9 more days and if you are not “there” by then, well then it is too late. Don’t worry about dates, don’t worry about anything. There is no time, no space.
There is just this divine being of yourself. And you are This already. A journey back to yourself is merely walking around in a circle.
I don’t know if these wonderful energies astrologers write so beautifully about are responsible for how I experience human life now. I have never felt so close to this source, this beingness and in the same time feeling so close and happy amongst human beings. As One. No matter what happens or who does what. When I read back, I sometimes have the feeling that I talk about human beings as if I wasn’t one. The thing is, all I see is This, the divine in You, in others, in everyone. Yes, we are in this human body and we walk though this matrix. Yet, all I see and feel when I look into your eyes, is This.
It is pure bliss, pure love. Maybe this is why reality itself, this illusion, this hologram seems more and more unreal to me. I hear the noise, neighbours fighting, children playing in the snow… But all I see, is what I feel from my heart. This Oneness which unites us. Who we are.
I am very grateful for remembering and feeling This.
I had no idea of how it would be to return to life in the matrix, I mean outside my comfort zone. I stopped asking me all these questions and just walked out there. Now I can see myself in you.
Last night I exchanged some messages with a wonderfully awaken and lovely human being. He wrote “…and when you write I feel the absolute authenticity of a beautiful being, and your infectious love” This resumes very well what I feel when I look into other people’s eyes, when I feel persons who are far away, but in my heart, always. Each and everyone of you is this beautiful being, our love is infectious… Why? Because it is. It is all we are…
All just Is.
If you don’t know what I mean, look at children. Look into their eyes, listen to them. They know, they feel. Children bring you back to who you are within seconds, if you allow them to. They are here to remind us of who we truly are. Yesterday when I walked back from the shops, I crossed quite some children. Children communicate telepathically with us. They don’t need to be able to speak, to be old enough. When you open your heart, you can understand them. They Are, just You and me. Divine Beings, this same love.
There is so much to be lived, to be experienced, just now, within yourself. Get in touch with it. Be the wonderful You.
Don’t be afraid. Nothing, absolutely nothing harmful can ever happen to you.
Then again, these are just words, this is just my truth. Is it yours? Does it have to be? No. Absolutely not. I am simply here to share. You feel what resonates, if it resonates or not.
People, writers, thinkers, speakers, gurus… they all just share. You, and only you can feel it, can go within yourself, listen to your heart, to your intuition and eventually follow and live it.
Don’t put pressure on yourself. Don’t judge yourself. Don’t try hard to “be” and ignore anger about another person. Embrace this anger, accept it, let it go. It is a simple illusion, but sometimes necessary to wake up. Don’t feel bad if you didn’t follow recommendations for today… Some people said to eat light, to meditate, to do this and that. If it resonates, do so. If it doesn’t because you have something else on your mind then take care of your mind.
Be Yourself. Any expression of yourself is a reflection of ourselves. There is no right or wrong.
Be free. Be You.