When Reality Shifts, Then Let It Happen… Or Not. Just Be Yourself, Express Yourself, No Matter How

Life is bliss. No matter what happens.

All I feel since some weeks is this energy, This, Me. Love. Compassion. Being me.

In daily life I feel and see love. In each human being who crosses my way.

I embrace the world.

Many people open up now and remember. Many retreat. I am in the midst of going back to be human. To enjoy this human experience. Maybe this energy makes it so easy for me, maybe I am just excited about appreciating matter, clothes, new persons again.

The experience of appreciation changed. I feel wonderful. I do not feel bad about wearing a something new and beautiful, I love it. I dance when I feel like dancing. I listen to so much music. I walk through life without any expectation, without fear, without knowing where it will lead me to.

This may sound odd, but it is simply living this present moment, at least for me. It makes me feel high sometimes, as I ask myself “Wow, but what does it mean? What are you feeling so excited about?” The only answer I come up with every time, the only whisper from my heart is “This is You. Just now. Be. Share it, as this is all you have to do. Just follow what you feel”

Well, I do it. I share via my writings or when I communicate with people. It is sometimes a little strange when I talk to people who randomly cross my way. All I feel is compassion, love. I wonder if they feel it, I wonder if they think I am crazy or high on some sort of ‘Happy-pill’. Not that I would care about them thinking any of this… all I make them feel is what comes from within and they make me feel myself, This, Love. Whether they are aware of it or not…

If it is only a glimpse they feel, then this makes me already so happy!

Shifts happen now. You can let them be and flow or you don’t. Do not feel bad if you are unable to step out of your mind or ego. If ego pops up, then just to point to some obsolete belief-system, to something which wants to be released. It is not because we are 12.12.12 today, that there is a dead-line to meet, 9 more days and if you are not “there” by then, well then it is too late. Don’t worry about dates, don’t worry about anything. There is no time, no space.

There is just this divine being of yourself. And you are This already. A journey back to yourself is merely walking around in a circle.

I don’t know if these wonderful energies astrologers write so beautifully about are responsible for how I experience human life now. I have never felt so close to this source, this beingness and in the same time feeling so close and happy amongst human beings. As One. No matter what happens or who does what. When I read back, I sometimes have the feeling that I talk about human beings as if I wasn’t one. The thing is, all I see is This, the divine in You, in others, in everyone. Yes, we are in this human body and we walk though this matrix. Yet, all I see and feel when I look into your eyes, is This.

It is pure bliss, pure love. Maybe this is why reality itself, this illusion, this hologram seems more and more unreal to me. I hear the noise, neighbours fighting, children playing in the snow… But all I see, is what I feel from my heart. This Oneness which unites us. Who we are.

I am very grateful for remembering and feeling This.

I had no idea of how it would be to return to life in the matrix, I mean outside my comfort zone. I stopped asking me all these questions and just walked out there. Now I can see myself in you.

Last night I exchanged some messages with a wonderfully awaken and lovely human being. He wrote “…and when you write I feel the absolute authenticity of a beautiful being, and your infectious love” This resumes very well what I feel when I look into other people’s eyes, when I feel persons who are far away, but in my heart, always. Each and everyone of you is this beautiful being, our love is infectious… Why? Because it is. It is all we are…

All just Is.

We Are.

If you don’t know what I mean, look at children. Look into their eyes, listen to them. They know, they feel. Children bring you back to who you are within seconds, if you allow them to. They are here to remind us of who we truly are. Yesterday when I walked back from the shops, I crossed quite some children. Children communicate telepathically with us. They don’t need to be able to speak, to be old enough. When you open your heart, you can understand them. They Are, just You and me. Divine Beings, this same love.

There is so much to be lived, to be experienced, just now, within yourself. Get in touch with it. Be the wonderful You.

Don’t be afraid. Nothing, absolutely nothing harmful can ever happen to you.

Then again, these are just words, this is just my truth. Is it yours? Does it have to be? No. Absolutely not. I am simply here to share. You feel what resonates, if it resonates or not.

People, writers, thinkers, speakers, gurus… they all just share. You, and only you can feel it, can go within yourself, listen to your heart, to your intuition and eventually follow and live it.

Don’t put pressure on yourself. Don’t judge yourself. Don’t try hard to “be” and ignore anger about another person. Embrace this anger, accept it, let it go. It is a simple illusion, but sometimes necessary to wake up. Don’t feel bad if you didn’t follow recommendations for today… Some people said to eat light, to meditate, to do this and that. If it resonates, do so. If it doesn’t because you have something else on your mind then take care of your mind.

Be Yourself. Any expression of yourself is a reflection of ourselves. There is no right or wrong.

Be free. Be You.

Love.

Love, Love, Love…

Grüezi us Züri (Hello from Zurich in Swiss-German)

I look outside, Winter Wonderland made this beautiful small city putting on its White winter-coat. I love Winter in the city.

I see and feel so much love. Only love. When people look into my eyes I see the expression on their face, as if they wonder about something. The sparkle they see in my eyes is themselves. Our eyes are the windows to our souls, to who we are. It is not about my big Blue/Grayish eyes, but about themselves. I feel my heart full of joy, I feel compassion and oneness in these moments. It is wonderful, it is Love.

It happens everywhere, in the shops when I talk to a sales person, or last night in a club. People somehow feel attracted to me. Not to ‘me’ the woman, the person, but just the being. This is human interaction with random people. We share a moment of smiles, exchange of apparently unimportant information (e.g. Which Burgundy wine would you recommend for this plate? Do you need fresh organic bread for the cheese?) and then we just feel This, Oneness. It is so easy to Be!

I love life. I love humanity. Each moment, each conscious moment we feel This. I am not sure to be able to put it into words, but I am sure you feel what I mean. It has nothing to do with the person, it can be a total stranger, a child, some family member or your beloved partner… It doesn’t matter, we are all one.

Then, of course there is sometimes ‘more to it’ when physical attraction arises or one feels total oneness with a person which is beyond definition or just the feeling of ‘Oh, I need to contact this person’. Don’t ask yourself why, just follow your intuition. This happens to feel that there might be a ‘lesson to learn’, a shift. When this happens, live the moment for what it is and set it free. Let is BE. Maybe this ‘interaction’, this ‘relationship’ will ‘last’ or not. Is there a lasting? Is there a ‘long or short’ time? I don’t think so. There is just Now. So live the Now and This for what it is. Don’t worry about what happens next or if something happens next. The ‘next’ is just now.  You just feel it, This in that Now-Moment.

When you feel this utter freedom and liberty of who we are, of sharing and being oneness, of Love, well then it just Is. (Hmmm, I am not sure I make myself clear here, but this is how I feel it…)

The energy of who we are is shared with all of us. This Oneness is nourished by what we feel, by This. It is all there is, but as we forgot, we reignite This and share it by Being.

Love.

Nobody can take this away. It is.

Who you are.

I love You.

Feel Love, Be Love.

Trust your intuition, your heart. It cannot mislead you… This is You.

And You are him, her, me, This and That… All that Is.

Love.

 

Time-Off, For Now…

I will take some time off from writing my blog.

Just to BE, in life, with my friends, with all the wonderful people out there, and maybe with you, who knows, I might see you in person

I write under the name of Caro. Names have no importance, but I always hid my first name, because I looked for a job back in corporation-land, because I thought that if my friends read my blog they will look at me strangely (some do hahaha)  and all that.

So, my first name is Elke, it comes from Adelheid. Adel = nobility and Heid = the beautiful young women. How did they go from one to the other ? No idea

My second name is Caroline, hence Caro

I have no idea why I tell you this now. Maybe because I am ready to be me, fully and completely, out there. So it is rather of symbolic nature than of real importance.

In my surrounding, in my reality, amongst my family where some persons think I am loosing it, they are irritated, some say I have a “gauche caviar or very bourgeois” attitude to be able to think, to believe, to be who I am, the way I am. That is totally ok and I am in peace with that. I am still here, with them. I love them and everybody so much. I understand that I may be like an alien in their life, but obviously an alien they somehow love and treat very kindly, loving and compassionate.

Funny enough, it is those who seem to be the most ‘asleep’, who give me most support since my life took a complete turn, since everything changed. I thank them so dearly.

You see, in the end of the day, the heart, the love IS and does miracles. We are these miracles.

Then there are some who preferred to not talk to me anymore, to ‘exclude’ me from the family because it doesn’t fit into their expectations. I embrace and accept and cherish their decisions, because they are me. They reflected me, they gave me the opportunity to rise, to learn to let go, to become myself.

How could I feel anything else than love ? How could I feel anything else than who we are ?

I don’t wish to ‘hide’ anymore, I AM. Me. No matter what others think, I don’t mind it and I certainly don’t judge them, nor do I feel hurt.

I never tried to preach, to convince anybody. I simply offer my love, my compassion, my childishness and the deep, deep belief of us being divine complete beings, able to do wonderful things, to love, to hug, to smile, to laugh, to enjoy life.

Oneness, consciousness, this wonderful field, our essence, this is all there is, really.

How can I go out, be with everybody and not be me ? I cannot. Nevertheless I pretty much stayed in my comfort zone since 19 moths. Well, I step out of it now. For this, I will be less behind my screen, more with human beings, this is why we came here, right ?

I hope this all makes sense. I just sat down and now; I write what comes out, from deep inside.

It’s time for me to live This, Now Out There ! Voilà !

I chuckle as I write… I feel like a little child, all so happy and excited to soon open a present except that I unwrapped my present, ME since 1.5years and now I take it out of the already opened box.

Thank You for reading me. Thank You for your wonderful comments and mails.

I will be back soon with more…

And don’t forget: Be. Love. Play. Laugh. 

So much love and smiles coming your way… and sparkles, many many sparkles…

I love You.

Elke Caro(line)

The Post More City Than Spiritual… About Being & Feeling Human – Completeness At Its Best

Bonjour !

I just sent a mail to my friends, seasonal greetings, about life in general, where I will be, when to meet, how to join me … This triggered funny, lovely responses, chats and kind gossiping with girlfriends I didn’t see since a while…and will meet over the next weeks in several countries… An ex-boyfriend replying very kindly that he was about to divorce and skiing close to where I will be… (well done him, but why should I care ) … Friends laughing about a mistake I did in writing that I had fluffy eyes, whereas they were puffy this morning… At least I made them laugh

Aaaaaah, I love life, I love humanity, silly kind men, beautiful girlfriends of mine, my brother, You and all that IS.

I love being human. It is wonderful, every aspect of it. This includes the mind which sometimes makes me think too much, but that’s ok, I embrace it totally and utterly. If we weren’t human, we would not be able to feel emotions, shivers, laugh, taste, touch but also anger, sadness, nausea… We booked a full package journey, all-inclusive.

I am so thankful for having finally been able to descend in this body of mine since last Summer and to feel complete in my being-ness.

People cross our path, some stay, some longer, some shorter, some just randomly smile at us in the street… no matter who, how long, intense or not, beautiful encounters are happening each moment.

We interact with each other. This is why we are here. Otherwise we would all have our own planet or sit in a cave to BE our divine self. Would this be fun ? Probably it would just BE. Wouldn’t we miss something ? Maybe not, as we wouldn’t know what it means to be human… But that’s not the point. We came here to live human life, so why not play in this hologram and enjoy it ?

It is the most wonderful experience. When we remember, when we enter fully and completely this body, human being-ness, then life unfolds in the most surprising ways.

Just BE. Really…

Just Now.

That’s all there is.

Love. 

Life is meant to be fun, you are responsible for this ‘fun’, so what are you waiting for ? Now that you found yourself, you love to be yourself… Go out on this playground, it is huuge, find yourself your sandbox-heroes, your mates, friends and enjoy it ! Build dream castles, spread joyful, childish, loving sparkles…

With this I will walk out there now… dressed in a pre-Christmas style… the urban jungle is waiting for me

With this I will love and leave you.

Enjoy the day, so much Love,

Caro xx

To My Sandbox-Hero – To Humanity – To Oneness

Good Morning from Paris ! Bonjour et plein d’amour

I am enjoying my coffee, listening to uplifting music, I love Radio Nova.

I want to share the story of how I met my sandbox-hero again. We all have sandbox-heroes. You know when you were a child, you played and there was always one other child (in my case it’s a boy), who protected you (or you him/her), who helped you, or who simply made you feel good, smile… Back then, we didn’t care about clothes, where he came from, if he lived in a posh area or not (well we don’t now… I just remember me long time ago, when I thought codes and values were my reality… letting it go was such a bliss… but back to this story)

We just were… In love with this little chap.

I love my sandbox-hero to the bits. He was/is my star, he was my first stolen kiss. I kissed him! He was too shy and he didn’t really seem to appreciate it, as he stared at me with total disbelief… well, these things happen.. hahaha Which 7-year-old boy would like to be kissed on the lips by a 4-year-old girl ? … hahahaha

We live in parallel worlds. They all happen NOW. There is no past or future. There are different realms, holograms. Sometimes we meet ‘randomly’ one person we feel so connected with, that it takes our breath away. We don’t know why, but we feel total oneness… I am so grateful for this encounter. For what it is. It is a deep experience of pure bliss. My chakras have been activated, I feel sensations that are hard to be put into words.

I love unconditionally, love is free. There are no expectations whatsoever. There is just the sea of love, consciousness. This happens in our being. The relationship has nothing to do with a man-woman-eardly-emotional-love-relationship. It IS. It doesn’t put into danger eventual existing relationships, it happens where we all are one.

And then I remember that I already met him. Or still meeting him. In a parallel world. We are children. The closeness, the innocence of our relationship, the pure bliss of looking at each other, to the sky or simply holding hands… well, it happens there, in our sandbox, our little piece of paradise, as well as it happens here between two adults now, two souls !.. Feeling each other, being one another. Without even seeing or meeting each other physically !

I believe that this is who we are and how we live oneness. Just like children understand each other, play together. Even if they don’t speak the same language. They just know, they feel, they don’t have preconceived ideas (yet) and they just live the moment.

Well, this is how it works. Here and Now. I believe this, I live this because I experience it, as I write… Again, you decide for yourself, you feel what resonates…

Your sandbox-hero can be anyone, maybe the grumpy old man who just bumped into your car and tries to make you the responsible person. Maybe a fellow blogger, maybe the person sitting close to you in the airport lounge… there are no rules, really.

I think, well I have the impression that energies are very favorable now to meet them, to literally bump into them NOW. I have no idea what will happen, but I feel that we are finding each other now. Why ? Because the time has come now to ‘join forces’ and to BE, to spread this powerful consciousness… Just like ripe fruits fall from the tree…

Energy in the universe is generated by collision and expansion… It’s only here in duality that we split atoms to generate energy ! We have never been separated or split atoms. We are one and this consciousness, this awareness expands, continuously, ever so and nothing can stop this… How wonderful is that ?

Do you see what mean ? No ? Then close your eyes and feel it !

The energy which is felt, these intense moments, shivers all over, all within… just between two soul-beings spreads like wildfire. It is not about him and me. A man and a woman. It’s about all of us. This is the energy I wish to share when I write, when you read them.

Each letter is soaked with the juiciness, this delicious elixir of pure blissful consciousness. Feel it. Feel yourself and be. This is who we are…

This encounter generates so much electric love-energy, so much awareness which then goes into the collective consciousness. This is why we wake up, we meet soul-beings, soul-mates (we are all soul-mates). We remember who we are. We remember having met, or meeting just right now in a sandbox. We see us as children, we remember the simplicity of being one. (or any other picture… there are no rules)

We feel our heartbeat… we feel alive.

No words are necessary. Kundalini rises, at its best. We can go and explore our body consciously, we are free to fly, to embrace the world. Everyone. Or we can enjoy oneness, float, smile as we walk in the street.

We can feel the other persons’ heartbeat ! Which is ours. We feel our blood running through our veins. We feel, we are.

This may sound crazy, but it is not. Or maybe it is… what is so crazy about utter well-being, flying high, feeling so free and detached from illusions and just feel the pure essence of our being ? Maybe everything, well then I want to be crazy.

Remember, we are the ones we have been waiting for. Embrace every soul-being, we all have our roles. There are no dark ones, it’s just a role so that me, you are able to wake-up from the illusion ! They are you, me, your sandbox-hero’s reflection. Infuse oneness with this beautiful and ever strong energy of unconditional love. Stop judging, they are you… It’s all just an illusion. Embrace each single one, as you embrace yourself…

It is so clear, so simple, so light…

I love you, my sandbox-hero, for reflecting me, for being me, for sharing these feelings, for making me feel who we are.

I love you, each soul-being, you that you are… One with all that is.

With this, I will leave you with this blissful energy, it is everywhere just open your heart and soak it in.

It’s simply

Love. 

 

City Girls Gone Country Style… And Connections With Beautiful Soul-Strangers…

I am back in Grey Paris. It was so beautifully sunny this morning… We were close to Lyon. Too many things happened in the past week. I don’t know if it is the energy, or feeling oneness, but the intensity is such that I feel floating and flying.

I will unpack, have a cup of tea and chill out. Feeling of space and time are gone. My reality feels electric, it doesn’t matter if people are physically in my life, geographically speaking, or if they are away and I have never really met them.

My chakras go crazy It is wonderful. They are activated and sparkling. Wonderful experience. Our bodies are the most magnificent conductor for these energies, as they make us feel these sorts of ‘highs’, lightness, gentle shivers…

Happy To Be…

My dear friend DS (the woman wearing the Blue jeans on the picture) and I are like sisters. I only have a brother, well and she is my soul-sister.

She is wonderful. She is wonderfully ‘asleep’ and slowly opening her heart… A very funny thing happened when I met DS and her back then fiancé, now husband and father of her sons, they called me ‘Ich-bin’ which means I AM in German! Over the 13 years more and more of my friends, DS’s parents and her children call me Ich-bin (pronounced the French way Isch-beeeen). When I call them, I say ‘Salut, c’est Ich-bin’.

I love her children! They made me discover an English singer: Charlie Winston. Poor DS, she listens ALL THE TIME to his songs in the car… so she had her sons and I singing to his songs… I speak different languages, I write, but God knows, I cannot sing! HAHAHAHAHA Here is one of our favorite songs…

I feel like a child. Free, smiling, chuckling, day-dreaming, in love with life, with me, with a stranger, with you… I embrace life… now. Just as it is. Life IS just NOW. I don’t try to hold on to the now. I am just now.

Feel it, go within and just live this precious moment. Sometimes it is so strong that we think we faint, and in this moment I let myself fall… I never stumble, I just feel caught up by a field of love, warmth and total stillness.

Sometimes we have a connection with another person, with his/her energy, soul that is… When you feel it, then live it! Don’t ask yourself too many questions, don’t doubt it. Express what you feel. Each soul comes into our lives for a reason. Embrace this soul. Don’t feel shy or embarrassed about you feelings or your physical body reacting to what you live… Don’t ask yourself WHY and HOW IS IT POSSIBLE. Trust that you attracted this soul for you to be mirrored, we are all one. So who do love ?… Who do you write to ? Speak to ? … It is the most wonderful thing that can happen. So live it ! There are no rules, there are no expectations. There is just the moment and you. It happens on a different dimensional level, and then again it happens here. So whatever you believe in, whatever you want your reality to be, well it is. I thank my beautiful Soul-Stranger being in my life at this moment…

A simple post about simple things in life: Friends, wonderful soul-beings… each being us…

Love.

 

 

 

I Love You ! Just In Case I Forgot To Tell You :-)

Be the wonderful You.

Be your playful child.

And if you doubt, well click on any of my posts… I think I repeated myself many times hahahaha

Aaahhhh, I am in a silly childish mood. A dear reader, and I think he doesn’t feel offended if I call him a beloved friend, well he wrote me today that my age must be around 12, turning 13… Here you go

Big Bisous (big kiss) & many hugs

Love.